Sally Kern

If homosexuality is so deadly, and you are against it, why don't you let us kill ourselves? The only negitive consequences come from so called Christians who oppose our beliefs as a GLBT people. The reason why GLBT suicide is so high is because of people like Sally Kern, and other family and friends who do not accept who we Love. Everyday I struggle with the fact that I love a man, and though I know in my heart I am a gay male, comments and people like this do not make it easy for me. I long to hold my partner's hand in public, I long to kiss him in public like everyone else. But I don't, and I do so because I am afraid. There are times I would like to give him a peck on the lips, or just sit there holding his hand, but i am too fucking scared to. In the "Land of the free and brave" how fucking sad is it that a man has to be afraid to show affection to his love. On an almost daily basis I get the "oh him" comment from my ma. Now like every other good american male out there, I respect my ma, she did raise me, but hell, enough is enough. I have always been the quiet guy, never wanting to make any waves, but we need to put an end to this now. I am not saying end gay hate. That would be nice, but even now, we still have guys who are judged and hated for based on their skin colour. I do not know about you, but i cannot change the colour of my skin. Don't get me wrong, I tried to fight my feelings, and did therapy. I did the support group thing, I worked the 12 steps, and yes I even dated a girl, a few in fact. But nothing worked, I am still gay, and "mentally ill" as my ma puts it. Yes some men have claimed to "come straight" and change their orientation. I believe that one of two things has happened here. First, i think the guy might of thought he was gay, but never actually was. I mean I can look at a girl, and think she's a good f*ck, but that doesn't mean that I''m straight. If anything that means that I'd be bisexual. Which brings us to my second point. People who claim to have changed in my honest oppinion are most likely bisexual. Well that's my rant for now. Now it's off to sleep some more, errrr....I mean back to work